uNgrateful...

looking the others...its really tiring and ungrateful...i lost my happiness behind every smile of them..i wish..for another life..or another dream...or another hope...yet another happiness..what my life take me anyway??
i'm so hepy yesterday..i'm so excited today..but shamelessly i wish much for tomorrow.. the sun still smiling..the tree still waving all da way..the sky still bright..the star still shining...i'm still living..still breathing...still wishing for nothing...always ask for sumthing that i'm really not understand with...for every granted wishes...there's also another sacrifice to be ritual..still..i want to see another happiness..what another pleasure to seek??
~i'm just ordinary human who seek for extraordinary life...the way of life that sentence..i wish to be different...
~ i'm just every human..who still forget to be GRATEFUL...