blank minded~

when i'm googled up with no reason...i suddenly found this lyric.."BLANK MINDED"...its turn out to fit me very well..I really don't know how to keep living this days...sometimes too many regrets..and sometimes its complicated to decide..plus...i'm really have nothing to take by myside right now...i just keep rotating the same days..day after day...i'm really tired of its..but i still can't figure out to get rid of it...in the same time i destroyed hopes of my love ones...i made mistake and seem i enjoyed it much...i just do not know what to do..and my mind gone blank!!

You always seem to live in madness
Closing your eyes to the sadness
Living on the fringe of reality
Locked up in your absurdity

You live your life like a rat
Stuck in the same old rotten trap
All those people looking in your face
Doing things at the same fucking pace

You thrive upon your own destruction
For reasons you have long forgotten
Never realizing this is the truth
About your cruel and fucked-up youth

You live your life like a rat
Stuck in the same old rotten trap
All those people looking in your face
Doing things at the same fucking pace

Try the best you can
Try to become a man
Doing some time
For a stupid crime
Can’t find a cure
To make you pure
How many mistakes
Must you make ?

And you still…

Live your life like a rat
Stuck in the same old rotten trap
All those people looking in your face
Doing things at the same fucking pace