december...

as expected..
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rain dropped in single minute..
flood is possibles..
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December come as promise..

THEM

i left my blog for too long..can't say i'm busy..but exaCtly i'm lazy..there's many things goes around my life...already ended a session in uitm..almost a year i left my old life at uia..my lovely frenz there..but,for now..i dare to say..i choose the right decision...event pastime always remind..but current life also much more better..just hope for future to bring all the dreams..i learn to live my life in my own way..there's no much friend beside me for now...and i'm not excited to add it..those THEM i had before..is enough for me to remind..distance never apart..even how seldom i keep in touch with THEM..but i still think about them almost everyday..it's hard to forget THEM who shared life with me before..even i never say it with my own mouth..but indeed,i'm really thankful to had THEM in my life..thanks for the FRIENDSHIP we tied..

p/s:

THEM
= jauh atau dekat...
= boys or girls
= rapat atau tidak....
= roommate or hostel mate.. course mate or non course mate..or collage mate
=anybody who are my friend..


........a year passed..made me wondering of U......

once in blue moon..

a moon which shinee
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after our kitchen class..as usual..us berpuak puak pulang bersama..suddenly "bear" one of our kitchen mate..shouted n rushed us excitedly to look at the sea...which just in front of us..yup..its absolutely wonderful..a night wift full moon..brighten the sea as a morning sunrise..very amazingly beatiful..no word to count..everybody just like..waa..cantiknya..dengan mulut ternganga nganga..luckily i had my digicam wift me..so..without wasting anytime..snap there snap here..and its how this picture portaited..thanks to ALLAh..for be the witsness of this amazing moment..

looking back..

ain't easy, even to breath out..
too much to regret...
too much to forget...
my soul..flying no where..
i landed on no land...
walking through the air...
without much to quest..
hold on my breath...
to open up the old book..
a memory of the old days...
here...
between fate and future..
i will keep on standing by my own..
time rotation...
new days will coming..
like now..i'm waiting for sunshine..
from the dark of my room...
even...what left behind..
still nothing to WASTE!!

bagaimana hidup??

menjadi dewasa...hidup penuh tuntutan...bagaimana hidup??bertanya bagaimana sepatutnya untuk berhidup untuk di namakan hidup dan berkehidupan...menjadi lemah..berada di bawah...di tindas...miskin atau susah..gagalkah untuk dinamakan hidup??secara teori..hidup hanya sekadar kita terus bernafas..sebelum alam lain datang menjemput..sesenang itukah hidup..berpaksi atas agama suci ISLAM..hidup menuntut seribu pengertian dan pengorbanan..menjadi insan yang tidak jua sempurna lahiriah mahupun zahariah..aku terbeban antara tuntutan dunia dan akhirat..memaksa diri untuk memahami bagaimana sebetulnya untuk meneruskan hidup..menyeimbangi dunia dan akhirat dalam diri penuh kecacatan yang terzahir atau tercipta..terbeban antara hukum...menutup mata tidak juga menghalalkan segalanya..dan dunia di usia senja...yang menambah tekanan dari segala keadaan...berserahkah??lalu tidak membeza antara aku dan kafir...

reserved..

my pleasure
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this hot spot..reserved by mine...
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eating n relaxing

starting new...

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in new dimension