finding happiness,,

slalu saya baca status kt fb..such as....hidup mencari bahagia...aku ingin kebahagian itu menjadi milikku..ingin menjadi bahagia....mecari erti bahagia...bersabar demi bahagia...aku mahu happy...n mcm2 lagi...itu buktinye kebahagian sgt penting untuk makhluk bergelar manusia...klu search kt Google...mcm2 tips and petua untuk bahagia..contohnye...7 langkah untuk menuju kebahagian...or how to find happiness..or tips medapat kebahagian sejati...and so on and on and on...mcm susah betul untuk bahagia..manusia tak sedar...kerana asyik sgt mencari kebahagian mereka terlupa kebahagian itu letaknye pada rasa SYUKUR...kalau hati tidak pernah mahu bersyukur sampai kapan pun bahagia itu ngak bisa ditemukan(momokan bibik indon):P

I'am Hazelnut..

You Are a Hazelnut

You are very unique and distinct. You may even freak some people out.
Most people don't really know how to interact with you.
You get along best with anyone who is super sweet.
But you really do get along with almost anyone. You just need a chance to wow them.

i took a random quiz...it's about a nut that embody you..so i'm Hazelnut..the nut that i like most:D

so..what's nut are you?find it u'reself here

helpless..

~helpless..that what i fell..satu benda yang sangat saya tak mampu untuk berusaha..di mana silap..dimana kurang..sungguh saya tak tahu..like u chasing something..in the end its just a shadow..bayang 2 hitam atau kosong..i can't touch it,feel it, apalagi untuk gengamnya dalam tangan..ujian..sungguh lama saya besabar dgn ujian ini..mungkin datang dari kekurangan sendiri..hingga Allah masih lagi mahu menguji..its really hard to keep positive in this situation..seperti everything goes wrong..i avoided myself from thinking much..and live a life as it should be..in a bright day..i can smile..and in rainy day i can't help myself from tears..dan soalan ni slalu ada...untill when??

a missing part!

its been a very long time..i lost this feeling..a feeling to trust sumone, to keep sumone by your side, to not think much and follow u're heart, to not just think only u're own self, to have confidence with the other, to share the talk, and to refill the missing part...lately..just lately..i'm trying to change that old story...i'll stay positive even its hard and tough..MaY ALLAH Barakah will always be mine..